Monday, March 15, 2010.
9:27 PM
So close yet so far !I can't hide it anymore man .
I miss you and i really do .
I excogitate whether to write out all these cos i know you probably will be reading this .
But i really wanna let my feelings out .
I hope you're alright these days !
Met shawn tilakan in the morning .
Realised that you're the one i always meet when i ----
But thats a good thing though , and sorry for not telling you .
And shawn told me somthing very meaningful today .
"A picture without its colour is nothing !" - Shawn Tilakan
Well , "busy" with revisions this holiday .
Have to do alot of revision this holiday yeah .
Cos its like gonna be the last few time i can really study .
I really miss you yeah , miss you till i don't know how to describe ! ): But on the other hand i don't want you to know this , i don't know why . I think about you every moment , miss you every moment . One week is like one year . I'm worried for you . Worried if you're sad , if you got take your meals regularly , if you're go home early during the night , if you have a proper sleep , and worried that i cant be there for you when you need me . You know something ? I cried so many times man , im super sad and i feel like killing myself sometimes . I tried to let go , for this one week , but i can't and partly because i dont want to . I hope saturday night can come faster , the moment my phone start vibrating and your name appears . I love you ! 5 more nights !
My Passion - To Fly
